… and you just had no way to put it into words or if it was even worth putting into words because what would it really matter? Imbeginning to ask that question a lot. What matters and what does not. As I observe life and I keep asking the why and the motivation of why people do what they do and yet nothing seems to make sense. Nothing at all. I watch the world move around me and people believe whatever they want to believe to make their world happy, and every time I look up, I find some bit of information that shows how false the world is. It’s all an illusion. I don’t want to make assumptions of who’s wrong and who’s right… it is what it is.