I’m clicked into self reflection mode. Time to look back. I do that a lot. It helps me remember why I’m doing things. I found this year I’m getting better at reading signs and knowing the timing of things. It helps, kinda like using a farmer’s almanac. This year more than ever I felt like people called on me to read cards for them, which was quite interesting.
I realized this year that I’ve become even more patient or moreso tolerant of other people while at the same time putting ample space between drama and myself. I’ve met some new people and gotten closer to others all in my pursuit to be more “social”. I’ve slept with folks and completely forgotten them and thus realized that I need to take intimacy a lot slower if I desire to keep people in my long term memory. 
I didn’t fall head over heals in love with someone but I did stay open for the chance. At the same time I realize …hey there’s some things I need to work and learn about life and relationships and I my sole purpose shouldn’t be just finding someone to be with.
A new job this brought new challenges, and helped me see for myself that I am very talented and creative. There’s still untapped potential that I have yet to use.
I’ve gotten the chance to get back into acting again this and realized how much I’ve missed it.
The gray hair in my beard and my drowsiness at the bar late at night reminds me of my age, mocking me yet pushing me to not waste time.
Life is about challenges and cycles and I’m sure this next year of my life won’t be void of those type of experiences.
