Birthday Reflections

Yep... Im feeling myself.  #askaboutme I’m clicked into self reflection mode. Time to look back. I do that a lot. It helps me remember why I’m doing things. I found this year I’m getting better at reading signs and knowing the timing of things. It helps, kinda like using a farmer’s almanac. This year more than ever I felt like people called on me to read cards for them, which was quite interesting.

#tarot #cardoftheday three of swords reversed.  Dammit stop reminiscing over past heart aches! Lol I know it's hard June 04, 2015 at 0729AM

I realized this year that I’ve become even more patient or moreso tolerant of other people while at the same time putting ample space between drama and myself.  I’ve met some new people and gotten closer to others all in my pursuit to be more “social”. I’ve slept with folks and completely forgotten them and thus realized that I need to take intimacy a lot slower if I desire to keep people in my long term memory. tumblr_inline_mme4rkwein1qz4rgpI didn’t fall head over heals in love with someone but I did stay open for the chance. At the same time I realize …hey there’s some things I need to work  and learn about life and relationships and I my sole purpose shouldn’t be just finding someone to be with.


Is it 5 o'clock yet

A new job this brought new challenges, and helped me see for myself that I am very talented and creative. There’s still untapped potential that I have yet to use.

Sitting backstage waiting for my part # acting #rehearsals #dallasactor September 03, 2015 at 0754PM

I’ve gotten the chance to get back into acting again this and realized how much I’ve missed it.

The gray hair in my beard and my drowsiness at the bar late at night  reminds me of my age, mocking me  yet pushing me to not waste time.

Life is about challenges and cycles and I’m sure this next year of my life won’t be void of those type of experiences.

Two Months Until My Birthday…

ImageYep.. countdown people. And then I’ll be 36 (yikes when did that happen) . I have absolutely no clue how to celebrate this year. Last year I had an awesome party at home but it was so tiring… I didn’t get drunk until later because I was hosting and trying to make sure everyone was fed, drinking, getting to the right place, parking… it was hectic… a good hectic though. Maybe Dave and Busters, or maybe  a boat party (WOO yeah , that sounds cool) . I wanted to see Britney in Vegas but that’s too expensive and I don’t think she has any shows in March. 

Current Events on My Mind Right NOW:

What the HELL is wrong with Dennis Rodman? He a lil cray cray… Sometimes I think he just wants attention. Why is he so…ugh.. (well if you can’t say anything nice dont say anything at all Tre) He sure does wear sunglasses alot. IN OTHER NEWS… Juan Pablo on the Bachelor is soothing balm for my eyes after looking at Dennis Rodman (see what I did there… I was being nice, and still made my point) . I hope this season of The Bachelor is interesting… girls can get silly about a pretty boy with a lil fame, I can’t see how they even get so attached after six weeks of dating someone who is speed dating 25 other people. SOOOO realistic… but I like the eye candy (how long till the bachelorette?)