My mother told me I was strong a few weeks ago. I was thinking to myself “really? .. I dunno.” Through all the hardship I’ve been through in my life, financial issues, dating life, work life… I simply don’t have time to be emotional about it or get depressed (Even though I consider myself a very sensitive guy about most things) . I have to focus on the next step. I reflect on the past and think– you’ve been through worse , you can get through this. It will get better.
I’m reminded of a time, my mother was driving us cross country. I think to Michigan, I can’t remember, I was young. It was storming hard and we could barely see out the windshield. I was genuinely scared. I saw some cars had stopped under bridges because the rain was so hard and I suggested ( at my young age) that maybe we should do the same too. She was like, “Nope. It’s better to drive through the storm than to sit in it. We’ll get out of it faster”
I spend a lot of time online, but there’s not much that catches my eye that I would want to seriously share that’s thought provoking. This video explains how capitalism has taken over the planet in a negative way.
OMG… I am so glad I am not the only one questioning why all these Isis videos keep cutting out or editting these alleged execution. Are they making made for tv commercials or what? For a terrorist group, they are really humane when they make videos.
Very interested in the goddess Isis right now and her mythology compared to the Jesus (originally Iesus.. coincidence?) makes me wonder about alot of things. I know you guys hate long videos but hey… you watch movies, chromecast this one and get some popcorn
Well, good news, Got a new laptop. The old one went to that office supply store in the sky. Well this isnt actually new…its used but its still in good shape. I got a pretty good deal at a little shop by some guy named Jose.
Now I will commence to do the video blogs again. I know , you’ve missed them right? Well I’ve missed doing them! I just have to find some private time to do them. My roommate has brought yet another person into the apartment. It’s four including me…in a studio. Can we say cramped? There must be some Universal lesson I’m supposed to be learning. I want so bad to find a place with my OWN room so i can do things like well…sleep naked. ha ha. But no I’m fa real.
still job hunting but I’m going to try to find things in my expertise now…ya know, art, acting, writing….
ALSO lately I feel the desire to be in a committed relationship. Ya know the feeling when you see people holding hands and you stop and think for a second or everytime you hear a certain song you sigh. Yeah that’s me right now. ANY HOW that’s all I have to say for the day …peace out.